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happy new year??haha

2009-02-16T09:45:00.000-08:00

haha.WOAH!i havent posted a blog since the year 2008 ended!
Blimey!it is already mid february!
Where the hell have i been?
I'll tell you alright.... You know me,i'm a very very busy person.ahaha
and so i think so..haha

in the month of january,

the first part of the month i was really busy planning aisya's surprise bday party :)
thank god it worked out! eventhough i almost blew the surprise by accidentally texting her 2 minutes before the actual surprise -.- d'oh. my bad :p
hee.i had fun planning it though..watching iffat getting stressed out really was entertaining.hahaha

the other half of the month pulak,
i was really busy helping my mum with a wedding.My mum was the wedding planner and i helped taking care of the bride and the bridesmaids :)
It was a beautiful garden wedding!I was happy for my mum that it turned out good! eventhough it rained heavily :) neb and jaja helped out with the wedding too! imagine everyone at the wedding was dry and warm under the canopies while i was soaking wet under the rain trying to make sure that everything goes well. my shoes broke into two!!haha.it was really a fun experience.heee

ouh and i almost forgot,i started working part time too!
i work in ou now.at art attack.its really fun as i can be as creative as i want :) i really like working there.being an art teacher is a really cool thing to be.heee

hurm..what else have i done in the month of january?
well i went out alot! usually random outings :)
mainly with aisya,iffat and neb. neb would sleepover at my hse and i'll go to ou or curve and msg aisya randomly.."hey aisya,gi ou jom?"
and she'll be there 30mins later.haha

January was ahectic month for me.a memorable one too!
eventough,it was the month that i cried the most..but who cares?its the past now..
Thanks to aisya and iffat with their advices,i went through the month just fine :)

thanks you people :)))

2009 here i come :)

2008-12-28T22:38:00.000-08:00

Oh my,It has been a looong time since i last blogged. At first i was busy with SPM, so i thought that i would log straight away after spm and say MERDEKA!. But no, SPM wasnt the end for me. I was totally busy with Prom preparations.From the 3rd till the 15th of December,i only concentrated on PROM.

Hell it was tiring, but everything paid off when the prom nite itself came. It was one of the best occasion i've ever been to. No doubt memorable. I'm seriously glad that my friends chose me to be head of the organising committee on the 12th of January this year. During the Prom prep, eventhough there was ups and downs, it really gave me alot of experience. It showed me my friends's true colours and it showed me who my friends truely are and who i can always rely on. My family,they're the best! They helped me throughout the whole thing! Specially my mum,my dad,my uncle and the rest of the clan. I can never thank them enough. I hope that one day, I can pay off their hardwork.

The Prom night itself was awesome! I was sooooo happy that everything turned out well. The funny thing was that,I was okay with my family being there as well. I was happy that EVERYONE I LOVE was there. Mama,Abah,Oja,Haiqal,
Taya,Neb,Aisya,Arisha,Alysha,Vivien,Afiqah,Esya,Amirah,
Yaya,Shamin,Kira,Lala,Azlina,Azryn,Shifee,Zubat,Ellie,Irina,Asyraf,Jaja,Zanardy and last but never the least.. FAIZ <3
Without them,my night would be meaningless.
Now,I keep on watching the video of the prom night over and over again.So that i ca relive the night. I was soo happy for Taya too! She seemed like the happiest girl that night. Her smile was different. It showed everyone how happy she was eventhough she claims that she was only smiling to cover her embarassment in wearing a short dress.Everyone looked beautiful and handsome that night. Arisha was happy that her hair was for once straight and frizzy free. Haha. I was happy with my hair myself ;P
Neb looked gorgeous in white,vivien in gold,Aisya in dark aqua,Afiqah in her sweet kebaya, Alysha in her velvet coloured dress, Esya in her britney-like dress(which was totally awesome),Amorah in her mini dress,bottom line- Everyone looked good. Even the guys. Bani won best dressed!haha.I simply like what Fawzan and Jim was wearing.They look really smart. And i really LIKE the fact that my dear Faiz wore a tie that was the same colour as my dress.How sweet! :)

Ouh i forgot to mention that i was crowned as Prom Queen alongside Zafran who was crowned as the Prom King. It was a massive surprise for me seriously. I didnt even expect to slow dance with Zafran in front of everyone! It was embarassing as i CAN NOT DANCE AT ALL! i have two left feet and two right hands! haha. The weird thing was that the former prom queen which was my sister,was the one who crowned me -.-
hahahaha.That wasnt the only weird thing though..
Imagine having a slow dance with your date while your father is watching you from the back! Haha.Yeah,my dad was there when i slow danced with faiz. My sister even took a video!haha.
The fun i had that night,really made me forget about how tired i was.Despite the fact that i slept at 8 am that day and woke up and 1pm and went straight to Sime
Darby CC.

I reaalllyyy realllyyy had FUN! Thanks to the committee,my family and friends :)
You Guys ROCK!

Ok ok..since prom ended more than a week ago,why havent i been blogging?
Well..i was in Penang for five days and then i was really busy with family gatherings and such.I even went for a picnic at Aisya's. It's nice to catch up with the girls once in a while.I dont know what i would do without them.

Now,without even realising it,a new year is yet to come. I shall start a new chapter.
Goodbye Highschool life,Goodbye 2008...2009,here I COME!

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The ones that i know,would always stick till the end with me <3

spm douh

2008-11-08T02:01:00.000-08:00

GOOD LUCK FOR SPM!

Yuna ;)

2008-11-01T00:35:00.000-07:00

Last Monday.. Oja,Irina and Me made an impromptu cover of Yuna's dan sebenarnya :)
We didnt plan to do it all and we did it coz we couldnt sleep.
So after recording and all..we posted it on youtube at 4a.m and went to sleep.
Suddenly in the morning,mama got a call from her friend telling her that she had watched the video.haha
oja went straight online and found out that our video has already got 35 views..
Then more and more ppl started viewing it.
Weird.we didnt expect anyone to watch it at first..haha

I have to admit that its kinda cool la.Having people watch your video and appreciating it :)
What's way cooler was that Yuna actually put the video at her myspace page and she was saying that our cover is her FAV!
coolness.hehe

here is the URL to anyone whow would want to watch it.hehe.ENJOY!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1Y1VmZ-L3Ko

Oh Dangg~

2008-11-01T00:00:00.000-07:00

Dang it! SPM is just around the corner!
Am i freaking out??? HELL YEAH!
i cant afford to panic now. I gotta do some last minute revision. Ok ok..Focus Hani.
*sigh*
Tula..dulu taknak study...
Oh well,hopefully i dont go BLANK when i'm doing my papers during SPM nanti.
InsyaAllah ok punya..
Ok2 Taknak stress...heeee

I have to rest my head a bit..
So i shall look at one of the pictures that never fail to make me laugh.hahaaawh..look at TAYA!haha

Taya..main2 je tau.hehe
love love

An open house to remember

2008-10-28T05:47:00.000-07:00

THANKS A GAZILLION!
arisha,alysha,aisya,taya,esya,afiqah,lala,zeyna,neb,tiya,amirah,yaya,kira,
amal,naj,atoy,shifee,millie,irina,nyak,leen,kristi,azryn,maria,tasha,ain,mim,
alif,azfar,danial,dinie,baihaqi,iffat,iskandar,nazrin,bani

Thank you sooo much you guys for being able to make it to my open house yesterday :)
You guys really made my day..

The open house went well i assume.
I'm glad that everyone enjoyed the food! I know that most of them misses the sheperd's pie and the trifle as there is no silarasa anymore.
Mama cooked everyhting.
I'm happy that almost everyone that i invited came.. Sorry if i didnt have the chance to pay much attention to each and every person cause i had to mingle around :)
I really liked the part where they played the singstar in the tv room.
taya's singing was hilarious!!haha
and so was azfar's and alif's ;D
merepek je tau.haha

Most of them stayed till malam..yeay!
hehe
i mean..when else can i have an open house like this?
raya is only once a year and this is my final year in highschool and everyone will be going to different paths after this :'(

i'm thankful to my parents for letting me and oja have an open house.
and i wish vivien came too!huhu

<3

2008-10-25T19:43:00.001-07:00

WAN FAIZ <3

:)

2008-10-20T00:41:00.000-07:00

oh man..
last week was action packed!haha
ok..maybe not so..but it was interesting :)

I had extra classes everyday!(which surprisingly kinda helped me alot)
Then thursday was the last day of tution-ing at kasturi :'(
it was kinda sad eventhough i was sort of new there.
But atleast azlina was happy.haha.she got the chance to say hi to someone :P
haha.happy betul dia...
slept over lala's that night. Dah lama tak GOSSIP!
hehe
The next day,after extra class i had to go to ss2 to take some graduation pictures with the tablemates.Oh my,we were damn kecoh!
We had to change in the chinese man's office!hahaha
esya had to make up almost all of us and she couldnt stop saying "korang ni lawa laaaaa!nak nangis i!"
-.-"
haha
while all the kecohness was on..i kinda paused for a while..
i wished time would stop just then
we were soo happy! with all the smiles on our faces.
I'm sooo gonna miss that moment! I forgot all my problems and sorrows then..
But too bad shamirah wasnt there though.The day would've rocked better :)
Went back with arisha and got to catch up with each others updates.hehe

When i got home..
I was surprised to get a phone call from vivien.
It seems that she sensed that something was wrong witth me.
Aaaawh,how sweet of her! i thought that no one would notice...
She asked how i was and we talked and talked...
It's nice to get a phone call like that once in a while. it's nice to know that someone cares :)
hehe.thanks viv!ily bitch! xoxo

I felt BETTER after that..the rest of my weekends went well too!
But i didnt get to go to faiqa's open house :(
Alif's family,Abang anding,Auntie farah and Auntie Nina came over to our house to beraya so i couldnt escape.hoho
But having them at our house was ok. Got to hear Alif's new single.
It was waaaaayyy different than his 'khayal' and 'adikku pandai menari song'.
different in a good way though :)

So far,I think last week was actually very calming.Haha.So much of saying that it was action packed..
hehe
ooh and i even got the chance to meet up with my spiderman! Eventhough it was sekejap..but atleast i got to see him.hehe.
The week ended nicely after i went to tok mail's open hse then to Pak 'Ah's house.

:)

You

2008-10-20T00:26:00.001-07:00

You showed me your world
Now I’ll show you mine
You gave me your heart
Now I’ll give you mine

Baby please don’t go
I have so much to show
Baby please stay with me
Don’t you dare leave

You leave me breathless
Every time I see you
You make my heart stop
Every time you say ‘I love you’
Baby you’re the sweetest thing
You make my heart sing

When we’re apart
That’s when things get hard
It’s you that I’ll miss
And I’ll be longing for your kiss

Don’t worry my dear
My love won’t fade
I’ll love you forever
And that’s enough said

At last!

2008-10-11T08:26:00.004-07:00

After almost five years being a student in Sri Aman, I finally graduated.
I had mixed feelings during the event. I was happy but Sad at the same time. happy to leave school and sad to leave all the sweet memories behind..
After Nahjan's speech,i'm sure that most of us really got the message she was trying to give.
She said that,
Maybe in high school we found a best friend,
Maybe in high school we lost a best friend,
Maybe in high school we gained good memories,
Maybe in high school we had bad memories.
........
Even her introduction touched our hearts as we all know that what she said was true.
To me,whatever memories that we all got from high school will shape us into what we are going to be or of what we really are.
I've always asked myself,will i miss everything about high school?
Maybe yes,and maybe not.
But after yesterday,i thought..Hell yeah! i'm soo gonna miss everything!
I've gained alot of experiences in my learning years in Sri Aman.
The good and the bad. The good are always in my mind as the bad shapes me into a better person. In all these memories,I know that good or bad, My friends were always with me.
I really wanna thank them for always being there to listen to my stories and problems, to laugh with me and even to cry with me.
Dang~ thinking about all of this is already making me want to cry. It's just that,friends will forever be with you eve if you dont notice it.
I wanna take this opportunity to thank all of you.For being my friends till today :)

To my TABLEMATES,
Alysha,Arisha,Aisya,Esya,Afiqah,Taya,Amirah,Neb,Vivien..
Thanks for EVERYTHING! you girls were always there for me and i can never fail to count on all of you!
Each and every one of you plays a very important role in my life.Without all of you,I wouldnt have become the person i am today.

To my Classmates,
Zeyna,Lala,Elie,Put,Faiqa,Ayu,Nyak,Violet,Leen,Kristi,Ainul,Michelle,Nicole,Nad,Sandra
Thank You Thank You Thank You! All of you have been really AWESOME! Never once,all of you failed to put a smile on my face.For the forever random and wacky ideas, and even for the seriously lame jokes.haha

To the others who i got to know or got close to during my highschool life,
Yaya,Shamin,Pah,Ira,Kira,Shifee,Zubat,Tiya,Naj,Amal,Hammy,Mai,Atie,Atoy,Millie,Stephan,Dalya,Aimira,
Merissa,Sheren,Laila,Nad,Ezza,Azryn,Danial Mann,Dinie,Harez,....(the list goes on and on)
Thank you soooo much! Never once that i regretted knowing all of you.

Bottom line,I wanna say thanks to everyone and sorry if i have ever done or say anything wrong to have hurt any of your feelings.
All of you will forever play a part in my memories.

xoxo

Him <3

2008-10-07T05:37:00.000-07:00

Faiz, Fayeez, Mr.Kusuka, Spiderfaiz, Housecat, Mr.Palmolive, Mr.Kusuka, Washingki, A ish,Baby, Sayang..No matter what i call him, I know that he's the guy in my heart.

When i first met him in the year 2005, i bought a drink for him at Old Town White Coffee in Ou without even knowing who he was!haha.yeah it may sound weird but coincidently,my cousin and his boyfriend who brought Faiz at that time bumped into me n my family while we were having tea there..and i was the one who wanted to pay for everything. I didnt get his name then...he was too shy and was just staring at the table. :) At that moment of time,i didnt expect us to end up together..and i didnt expect that he would be my best friends brother too!hoho.What a small world!

After the Old Town incident,i totally forgot about him. I didnt even know that neb's brother was the same guy!haha..While in school,i've heard my friends talking about him a few times..Some said that he was handsome,some just praised his b boy abilities. As for me,i never cared.I got annoyed everytime any of my friends spoke of him actually. I dont know why..

But everything changed last year..
It was a few days after raya.When i went to the R&R in Tapah to go to the toilet. When i got out of the toilet,i saw a guy wearing a "hujan" t-shirt and in my mind i thought " Woah.This Dude is not that bad" haha. I was shocked when he smiled at me back..I was like..Oh NO!he looks damn familiar! O oh it's HIM! hahahahaha. I stumbled with my words when i asked him where neb was..haha

After that,i sort of had a crush on him ;)

Towards the end of the year,we got closer to each other.. he would message me and call me almost every night...He was such a sweet guy and i couldnt stop myself from liking him.

A few months past and middle of this year..We got together.
Eventhough we had to face a few boundaries..We're still together till this day.
I love him so much and words can never express how much i do.
No matter what people say, they can never change the fact that i truly madly deeply love him.
When i'm sad or mad,i know that at the end of the day,He'll be the one to make me smile again :)

I love it when he texts me to tell me everything about his day.
I love it when he calls just so that he can sing for me
I love it when he burns cds for me just to let me listen to his favourite songs.
I love it when i'm safely wrapped around his arms as i'll always feel safe
I love everything about him :)

For now,It's hard for me to see him,It's even hard for me to even text or call him.
I'm such a Loser.I'm grounded for life -.-
I know it's unfair for him and I feel soo sorry.

Now i just miss texting him.
I miss talking to him.
I miss his voice,his smile,his laughter, those manly arms of his...
I miss his presence..

But eventhough i dont see him often..
My love for him will never fade away.

Sayang,If you're reading this, I really want you to know that,
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!
xoxo
<3

a long yet interesting day :)

2008-09-29T03:27:00.001-07:00

yesterday i went to soo many places! penat la jugak..
i had to wake up early in the morning n had to go to the cemetry to visit both of my grandmothers's grave...after that i went to auntie nina's place,then i went to masjid india,then i went to pavillion to get my raya shoes,then i went to intan's house,then i went to hilton for buka puasa,then i was back at intan's hse.. banyak gila tempat!haha
masjid india was packed with people!!pening gila.
buka puasa at hilton kl was ok..went with mak sue,pak sue,intan and irina.
the food was good~
i sleptover intan's hse yesterday. jojo & jj was at intan's hse and i was busy playing with mika and mum.they were soooooooooo adorable!jojo and azri was busy playing with mercuns -.-
haha

i had fun playing wit the 2 boys...mengada-ngada. mika wanted to raba irina's butt and said "kak na sexy" hahahahahahah

mika was so cute when i asked him...
mika,are u going to london tomoro?
then mika said: yes,i play,i sleep, and then i play,and then i go to london...

comel gila!haha
me,intan and irina slept late yesterday..around 6..busy telling each other about our problems.hahah

so yeah..so far.it was a loooooooooong yet interesting day. =)

ps:sorry for the crappy post..haha

Friday's

2008-09-27T08:17:00.000-07:00

Yesterday i went out with my tablemates <3
They rock la =) It has been a long time since i went out with them..
Actually,it has been a loooooong time since i went out with my friends! Grounded punya pasal..
*sigh* Oh well, The company yesterday was awesome! But i wish Afiqah was around though..
I honestly thought that yesterday night was gonna be a gempak night for me..and i didnt expect it to be controversial..
Yes the night was GOOD and CONTROVERSIAL at the same time..
ntahla..i'm soo tired of all of this.Malas nak fikir..
Just because of one little thing... I was fired. I mean..what is it with people and making decisions for me?
I'm tired of people choosing who i can be friends with and who i cant be friends with..
Almost every FREAKING year,i have to deal with this.. seriously.penat ar.
back in form 3, some of my friends didnt like me being friends with (fill in the blank)
back in form 4, some of my friends didnt like me going into the korean entertainment -.-
and this year... I cant be friends with (once again,fill in the blank) ?
please la..
I dont mean to bring this up..but what if someone else didnt like me being friends with you?
Why must i follow every single shit?
Dahla i cant date who ever i want.. suka hati la weyh!!!!!!!!

adoyh..tak sangka just one little thing can cause a friendship to hancur.
penat la.penaaaaaaaat.

anyway,i had fun last night.I really did.Thanks you guys... i love you love you love you love you people!

Woah!Da maju!

2008-09-27T08:10:00.000-07:00

Yes at last! I have a freakin' BLOG!
i know arisha n viv would be reallly happy =)
haha.but why now? i dont know..i just felt like it..hehe
k riiight~ baru first post da merepek..
i gotta "sesuaikan" diri first..