An open house to remember

THANKS A GAZILLION!
arisha,alysha,aisya,taya,esya,afiqah,lala,zeyna,neb,tiya,amirah,yaya,kira,
amal,naj,atoy,shifee,millie,irina,nyak,leen,kristi,azryn,maria,tasha,ain,mim,
alif,azfar,danial,dinie,baihaqi,iffat,iskandar,nazrin,bani

Thank you sooo much you guys for being able to make it to my open house yesterday :)
You guys really made my day..


The open house went well i assume.
I'm glad that everyone enjoyed the food! I know that most of them misses the sheperd's pie and the trifle as there is no silarasa anymore.
Mama cooked everyhting.
I'm happy that almost everyone that i invited came.. Sorry if i didnt have the chance to pay much attention to each and every person cause i had to mingle around :)
I really liked the part where they played the singstar in the tv room.
taya's singing was hilarious!!haha
and so was azfar's and alif's ;D
merepek je tau.haha

Most of them stayed till malam..yeay!
hehe
i mean..when else can i have an open house like this?
raya is only once a year and this is my final year in highschool and everyone will be going to different paths after this :'(

i'm thankful to my parents for letting me and oja have an open house.
and i wish vivien came too!huhu

<3

WAN FAIZ <3

:)

oh man..
last week was action packed!haha
ok..maybe not so..but it was interesting :)

I had extra classes everyday!(which surprisingly kinda helped me alot)
Then thursday was the last day of tution-ing at kasturi :'(
it was kinda sad eventhough i was sort of new there.
But atleast azlina was happy.haha.she got the chance to say hi to someone :P
haha.happy betul dia...
slept over lala's that night. Dah lama tak GOSSIP!
hehe
The next day,after extra class i had to go to ss2 to take some graduation pictures with the tablemates.Oh my,we were damn kecoh!
We had to change in the chinese man's office!hahaha
esya had to make up almost all of us and she couldnt stop saying "korang ni lawa laaaaa!nak nangis i!"
-.-"
haha
while all the kecohness was on..i kinda paused for a while..
i wished time would stop just then
we were soo happy! with all the smiles on our faces.
I'm sooo gonna miss that moment! I forgot all my problems and sorrows then..
But too bad shamirah wasnt there though.The day would've rocked better :)
Went back with arisha and got to catch up with each others updates.hehe

When i got home..
I was surprised to get a phone call from vivien.
It seems that she sensed that something was wrong witth me.
Aaaawh,how sweet of her! i thought that no one would notice...
She asked how i was and we talked and talked...
It's nice to get a phone call like that once in a while. it's nice to know that someone cares :)
hehe.thanks viv!ily bitch! xoxo

I felt BETTER after that..the rest of my weekends went well too!
But i didnt get to go to faiqa's open house :(
Alif's family,Abang anding,Auntie farah and Auntie Nina came over to our house to beraya so i couldnt escape.hoho
But having them at our house was ok. Got to hear Alif's new single.
It was waaaaayyy different than his 'khayal' and 'adikku pandai menari song'.
different in a good way though :)

So far,I think last week was actually very calming.Haha.So much of saying that it was action packed..
hehe
ooh and i even got the chance to meet up with my spiderman! Eventhough it was sekejap..but atleast i got to see him.hehe.
The week ended nicely after i went to tok mail's open hse then to Pak 'Ah's house.

:)

You

You showed me your world
Now I’ll show you mine
You gave me your heart
Now I’ll give you mine

Baby please don’t go
I have so much to show
Baby please stay with me
Don’t you dare leave

You leave me breathless
Every time I see you
You make my heart stop
Every time you say ‘I love you’
Baby you’re the sweetest thing
You make my heart sing

When we’re apart
That’s when things get hard
It’s you that I’ll miss
And I’ll be longing for your kiss

Don’t worry my dear
My love won’t fade
I’ll love you forever
And that’s enough said

At last!

After almost five years being a student in Sri Aman, I finally graduated.
I had mixed feelings during the event. I was happy but Sad at the same time. happy to leave school and sad to leave all the sweet memories behind..
After Nahjan's speech,i'm sure that most of us really got the message she was trying to give.
She said that,
Maybe in high school we found a best friend,
Maybe in high school we lost a best friend,
Maybe in high school we gained good memories,
Maybe in high school we had bad memories.
........
Even her introduction touched our hearts as we all know that what she said was true.
To me,whatever memories that we all got from high school will shape us into what we are going to be or of what we really are.
I've always asked myself,will i miss everything about high school?
Maybe yes,and maybe not.
But after yesterday,i thought..Hell yeah! i'm soo gonna miss everything!
I've gained alot of experiences in my learning years in Sri Aman.
The good and the bad. The good are always in my mind as the bad shapes me into a better person. In all these memories,I know that good or bad, My friends were always with me.
I really wanna thank them for always being there to listen to my stories and problems, to laugh with me and even to cry with me.
Dang~ thinking about all of this is already making me want to cry. It's just that,friends will forever be with you eve if you dont notice it.
I wanna take this opportunity to thank all of you.For being my friends till today :)

To my TABLEMATES,
Alysha,Arisha,Aisya,Esya,Afiqah,Taya,Amirah,Neb,Vivien..
Thanks for EVERYTHING! you girls were always there for me and i can never fail to count on all of you!
Each and every one of you plays a very important role in my life.Without all of you,I wouldnt have become the person i am today.

To my Classmates,
Zeyna,Lala,Elie,Put,Faiqa,Ayu,Nyak,Violet,Leen,Kristi,Ainul,Michelle,Nicole,Nad,Sandra
Thank You Thank You Thank You! All of you have been really AWESOME! Never once,all of you failed to put a smile on my face.For the forever random and wacky ideas, and even for the seriously lame jokes.haha

To the others who i got to know or got close to during my highschool life,
Yaya,Shamin,Pah,Ira,Kira,Shifee,Zubat,Tiya,Naj,Amal,Hammy,Mai,Atie,Atoy,Millie,Stephan,Dalya,Aimira,
Merissa,Sheren,Laila,Nad,Ezza,Azryn,Danial Mann,Dinie,Harez,....(the list goes on and on)
Thank you soooo much! Never once that i regretted knowing all of you.

Bottom line,I wanna say thanks to everyone and sorry if i have ever done or say anything wrong to have hurt any of your feelings.
All of you will forever play a part in my memories.

xoxo

Him <3

Faiz, Fayeez, Mr.Kusuka, Spiderfaiz, Housecat, Mr.Palmolive, Mr.Kusuka, Washingki, A ish,Baby, Sayang..No matter what i call him, I know that he's the guy in my heart.

When i first met him in the year 2005, i bought a drink for him at Old Town White Coffee in Ou without even knowing who he was!haha.yeah it may sound weird but coincidently,my cousin and his boyfriend who brought Faiz at that time bumped into me n my family while we were having tea there..and i was the one who wanted to pay for everything. I didnt get his name then...he was too shy and was just staring at the table. :) At that moment of time,i didnt expect us to end up together..and i didnt expect that he would be my best friends brother too!hoho.What a small world!

After the Old Town incident,i totally forgot about him. I didnt even know that neb's brother was the same guy!haha..While in school,i've heard my friends talking about him a few times..Some said that he was handsome,some just praised his b boy abilities. As for me,i never cared.I got annoyed everytime any of my friends spoke of him actually. I dont know why..

But everything changed last year..
It was a few days after raya.When i went to the R&R in Tapah to go to the toilet. When i got out of the toilet,i saw a guy wearing a "hujan" t-shirt and in my mind i thought " Woah.This Dude is not that bad" haha. I was shocked when he smiled at me back..I was like..Oh NO!he looks damn familiar! O oh it's HIM! hahahahaha. I stumbled with my words when i asked him where neb was..haha

After that,i sort of had a crush on him ;)

Towards the end of the year,we got closer to each other.. he would message me and call me almost every night...He was such a sweet guy and i couldnt stop myself from liking him.

A few months past and middle of this year..We got together.
Eventhough we had to face a few boundaries..We're still together till this day.
I love him so much and words can never express how much i do.
No matter what people say, they can never change the fact that i truly madly deeply love him.
When i'm sad or mad,i know that at the end of the day,He'll be the one to make me smile again :)

I love it when he texts me to tell me everything about his day.
I love it when he calls just so that he can sing for me
I love it when he burns cds for me just to let me listen to his favourite songs.
I love it when i'm safely wrapped around his arms as i'll always feel safe
I love everything about him :)

For now,It's hard for me to see him,It's even hard for me to even text or call him.
I'm such a Loser.I'm grounded for life -.-
I know it's unfair for him and I feel soo sorry.

Now i just miss texting him.
I miss talking to him.
I miss his voice,his smile,his laughter, those manly arms of his...
I miss his presence..

But eventhough i dont see him often..
My love for him will never fade away.

Sayang,If you're reading this, I really want you to know that,
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!
xoxo
<3